Experimental Chemistry

I am 12dpo. AF was due today - I have an 10-11 day LP. I also have been having early PG symptoms, but I am not relying on them.

A while back, someone posted at IDOB about the at home blood test and so I tried it...
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Time flies

Someone posted over at IDOB about how it can be like a slap in the face sometimes to see women that you have rooted for and struggled together with TTC approaching the end of their pregnancy and/or giving birth.

It can be really hard sometimes. I actually read a lot of the due date buddy boards at the beginning of each month (until the next cycle gets started) and read and sometimes comment in general pregnancy.

Occasionally, I will see a post from someone that I saw get their BFP and they will be significamtly along in their pregnancy and it will shock the heck out of me that so much time has passed.

I'm still here, and still waiting, and it sucks.

I wish everyone the best, but I would like my turn, too.

fear factor

... but, mommy, I don't want to pee on a test....

lol

I am afraid, since this one was so difficult in developing and the blood test is supposed to be more sensitive, then the urine test will be negative.

on a side note, DH is not going to know what to think, either... "uh, hunny, you know that test that i said was positive and then it wasn't... well, it is again."

he'll probably say that this baby is as bad at making up his mind as mommy!

I may do it in the am - but what if it's negative...
/// ok, so most of you POAS addicts don't think about that, and I admit, I could be an addict too... but I will be honest... THIS is my mosted hated time of the month... not AF, not the 2ww, not waiting to O...

the uncertainty that my body has once again screwed up, and I may or may not be PG. AF might decide to come when she gets off of her damn coffee break. ///