Holy F*ck!!!!!!

ok, excuse the profanity, but that is my state of mind right now....

I might be pregnant. I'm not ready to say that I am for sure, so I'm not posting this with my fingers crossed. I am so shocked.

( long rambling entry )

I know that it's not likely, but this is the f#cking rollercoaster of infertility. Somebody, please stop the ride, I want to get off.