The World Falls Down

I just lost my job and I don't even know why. Mainly it was because three weeks ago, I mentioned in front of the owner that I had put in an application at the hospital (a job I didn't get) and he said he was afraid that I would just up and leave without notice (like firing me is a better option) and the only reason that they knew I was looking for another job was because I was keeping them informed.

Then he said that there had been too many complaints about me, when I supervisor (who is actually there on a daily basis) said that she only knew of two, and they both were of the same issue (in which I was correct) that I wouldn't take a card that belonged to a third party (they said it was a company card, but it had a person's name on it not a company).

I've worked there for over a year and a half, and this makes no sense and is just vindictive. I am so screwed. I am already behind on my bills, because DH has been out of work due to medical issues, and I was trying to cover everything myself (including his insurance, so he doesn't lose it).

My supervisor says she'll still give me a reference, because she doesn't have anything against me, but this makes no damn sense, and I am so fricken upset now that I can't see straight. I'm even crying - which I never do.

I don't know what to do.

I guess the first thing is try and get some ebay and etsy stuff going to get some money coming in. I am so freaked out.