It's Over...
Mar. 28th, 2004 01:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lyssacIt's finally over. I lost my baby tonight.
There has been a lot of pain, physically and emotionally. I've been cramping and such the last few days, and probably will be for a few more.
I kind of knew what to expect because I have been through this before (2 previous early miscarriages), but this is the first time things had gone this far, or that I was being seen by a doctor, and then there was the u/s...
It was so hard, having seen and heard my baby's heartbeat and then to have been told he was gone, and yet waiting and waiting for it to be over.
Now, it is and there is some peace - a lot of sadness - but a little peace, too.
There has been a lot of pain, physically and emotionally. I've been cramping and such the last few days, and probably will be for a few more.
I kind of knew what to expect because I have been through this before (2 previous early miscarriages), but this is the first time things had gone this far, or that I was being seen by a doctor, and then there was the u/s...
It was so hard, having seen and heard my baby's heartbeat and then to have been told he was gone, and yet waiting and waiting for it to be over.
Now, it is and there is some peace - a lot of sadness - but a little peace, too.
