Not a good day...

[lyssac]

I thought yesterday was a bad day. Leland and I ended up spending eight and a half hours in the emergency room because he hurt his back somehow. He lost his assignment at Staffmark because of it. He is out of work again, but hopefully, he will be able to get another assignment next week.

However, when I woke up today, I noticed that I was spotting a little. It just ruined my day.

5 days... that's how long it's been since I found out I was pregnant. I was so sure that maybe this time things would work out, and I would finally have my baby. I'm not a happy woman right now.

I know things aren't necessarily over, yet, but this is the same thing that I went through last time. Weeks of spotting and cramping and waiting for the inevitible.

Damn it...

Comments

prayers

[emeralddawnn.livejournal.com]

I am keeping you in my prayers. I so hope it works out for you and Leland this time. :(

Re: prayers

[lyssac.livejournal.com]

Thanks I appreciate it. I am not sure from one minute to the next if I am sure this will work, or am sure it won't. I just keep hoping and praying.

Re: prayers

[emeralddawnn.livejournal.com]

Heck, I understand that. I may have both my sons alive and well but each day of my pregnancy with Talon was so different. I swear I didnt think Id make it for him to be viable! They expected Talon to be here sometime in May around May 12. Each day is something new.
I really hope it works out for you two. I also wish we could meet. I think you and i would hit it off! Ask Leland if he knows a Susan Gossett or Susan Martin! Maybe he can help me remember where and how I know him! Tis so weird! Its driving me nuts down here!
Hugs

Re: prayers

[lyssac.livejournal.com]

I really think we would, too. I've been talking to Leland. He is horrible with names, but we have decided that you either new him from when he used to work in the ASU cafeteria 1999-2000 school year, or you guys must have met/chatted through Y!IM or similiar.

Hope you and Talon are doing well.